A flurry of things.

I've accumulated lots of loose ends lately. Fleeting thoughts have turned into full on feelings and that sort of thing. Because of this i think i have been sleeping a lot. Must be one of those phases, you know? Where you sleep...a lot.

Today at school i took a bunch of past Hamline art and literary journals thinking that they'd be encouraging. Instead, they only made me question my place even further. The pieces were mediocre and not beyond a high school art room or a teen poetry club. One of the poems published was literally called, "drink my blood." Really? That kind of unfathomable poetry plus the numerous nature photographs equaled something less than inspiring for me. Hamline is a wonderful university. I truly believe i am a better human being because of my time spent learning there... yet my artistic endeavours barely ignite in it's liberal arts atmosphere.

Now more than ever it's obvious to me that it's time to make new plans, new goals, and gain exactly what i want from this life.
boo ya.