Tod Browning's "Freaks"

both fascinating and horrible.

purple and yellow moth

another one of god's creatures that has now made an appearance in my dreams.

a full day

(reverse chronological)
listened to the wind try to blow down my house
post-modern theory over pizza
walked through a blizzard
critiqued resumes for $$$$
painted horrible color charts/loathed painting/college art classes continuously muddy creativity
became obsessed with Marcel Duchamp
obsession with the style of mechanical eroticism
drew my first sketch of " Lady Godiva" piece
called about a job
Hamline taught me what it means to have a sense of "Self"
woke up late

they call them killer whales for a reason

to hear from you rustles up the sediment at high sea. my survival is murky. i am the man without a country. Missing in Action. in my head i float aimlessly high. with a fear of heights and deep water. i guess in the middle is where i should be. by day, i wait with a glaciers patience. at night i speak to whales, and they ask me to forget you right before they go in for the kill. please, don't forget me when im stuck in a great white belly. my organs scattered, a proper funeral at sea. but i'm not all there...you still have something that belongs to me and i will need it someday if you can't hold it properly.

my new favorite.

Plan 9 From Outer Space (1959)
directed-produced-written by Edward D. Wood Jr.
featuring Bela lugosi and vampira

AMAZING
i want to make art this bad.

it's march...

and i am done worrying about how you feel.
bashing my head against the wall over a boy.
how silly, how childish.
i'd pick me. any day.
you picked an ogre.

J.A.N makes me look important.

I love Jessica Ashley Nelson. We have some laughs... she makes me pose.